My Final Last Words

The nervousness
The anxiety
Overwhelming me
I can't breath
All of this,
This foolishness
This ridiculousness
It's too much to handle
My arm goes around my neck
My nails latch onto my skin
In a desperate attempt at saving myself from the horror that awaits
My back is all cut up
I can't pull myself together
I feel me bleed
I'm covered in it
The belt is on the floor
Waiting
I pick it up
Tighten in around my neck
Tighter and tighter i make it
Till finally
The endless blackness catches up to me
I'm not saddened by my death
I have no fear of it
So here i go
Leaving my final last words
In a world i used to know.