What Have I Done?!

I feel the pain,
Whelling in my chest,
My heart weeps in sorrow.
Why does it seem,
You've all turned from me?
Do you hate me now?
What have I done,
That no one wants,
To be around me?
Do I smell?
Am I that terrible,
That even my best friends,
Flee from me?
Doesn anyone,
See the hurt and pain,
Etched on my face?
Does anyone care,
That they've hurt me so?
I feel a great pain,
Whelling in my chest,
And my heart weeps,
As all my friends turn on me,
What have I done?
Why have you forsaken me?
Would you even notice,
If I took my leave today?
How long would it take,
Before someone noticed,
If I ran away?
I feel my heart overflowing,
With the great flood,
Of sorrow and pain.
What have I done?