Here Part 2

This is ... I guess a sequel to here. If you haven't read it .. read it now then read this one.

I'm tired of being strong,
Tired of being weak,
Wearing smiles during the day,
Crying during the night,
I've had enough of the confusion,
Enough of the pain,
I solemnly swear,
I'll never be the same,
I'll stop worrying,
I'll stop caring,
I'll leave the past,
And begin the future,
I might have to tear down some walls,
But I've already shed the tears,
So it'll all be okay,
Well...
Maybe,

Everything is so hard to forget,
Why can't I forget?
Is something wrong with me?
I don't know how to make it stop,
How can I make it go away?
Now?
After you've torn me apart?
Just pieces of who I w as,
I knew this was our destiny,
But I didn't know it'd be so hard,

This life,
It takes us,
Along weird paths,
But how could I know,
It'd curve so fast?
I mean this has never happened,
Not to me,
Not to you,
It's our secret,
Yet everyone's guessed it,
They say everyday,
Like they know our lives,
That we're so perfect,
But they don't know the pain behind our eyes,
I mean,
More than friends just isn't right now,
I still love you,
I've just grown awkward around you,
We've been faking too long,
And I can't beleive I'm saying this,
But I don't feel the same,
I know it was never real to you,
But to me it was,
But now you're pushing it away from me,
And coming closer to me,

And I don't understand I really don't,
You'll always be my friend,
Always calm me down,
And I just...
I want you here.