Who I Was

-Yo this aint how my Momma raised me,
It's how my envirment made me.
-A heart make of steel as dark as night,
Walking through the streets just searchin' for a fight.
-Surrounded by nothing but hostile intentions,
I aint proud of it so it goes unmentioned.
-Everyday that comes could be my last fight,
Thats why i ask God to forgive my every night.
-You were the reason i walked grippin' the steel,
So next time nigga those wounds wont heal.
-While you sleep the eternal rest,
It wont be sweet since you lived in the flesh.
-I dont care about the vest covering your chest,
Cuz' playa my slugs will tear through your chest.
-Inside one way and out the other!
Next thing you know your praying to the mother.
-Go ahead and ask Mary to hold you like her child,
You better hurry it up because you'll be gone in a little while.
-Feel as your body gets weaker!
Dabm nigga your chest looks like a leaker.
-Just close your eyes and enjoy the sleep,
Welcome death cuz' your life was weak.
-Close your eyes and be gone,
And maybe one day you will be reborn.