the one

so here i go again another day like usual
i walk these halls alone, the halls where everyone will stop and stare
the it girls will laugh because i do not look perfect
the geeks will laugh because i am not smart enough
and then the guys will laugh because they believe i am not good enough
i let them sway my thoughts
then there is the one whom you look up to
there they sit by you in class
your heart races your palms are sweaty
you look quickly just to catch a glance of the one
the one the reason to keep going
they may be a friend
they not know you exist
they are the one whom yhou think you are in love with
you catch that glance you need to hold you until class is over
then you see their heavenly smile and you melt
how can you not
at that moment you think you have found the one
now the problem is how to figure out how they feel
what if they do not feel the same
that is the biggest part the part you cannot change
this is the only thing you cannot change yourself to fit their needs they must love you for who you are not who they want you to be
this is why they must love all of you the good and the bad
that is why we must wait
wait for the one