Ugly

I see the picture on the tv screen,
Girls dance around,
Provocative,
Perfect bodies,
Perfect form,

I feel so small,
So ugly,
I have flaws,
Too many to count,

I’m not good enough,
I’m not perfect in any way,
I know this,

I’ve seen videos like this a thousand times,
I’ve heard boys talk about it,
So why does it hurt so much,
Seeing you watch it too,

Probably wishing I was like that,
Perfect body,
Perfect skin,

But I’m not like that,
I can’t be perfect,
I can’t be beautiful,
So I’ll just stay the way I am,
Ugly.