Friends With Benefits

I'm in a state of disbelief
My mind's in retreat
And I can't see clearly.

My heart has no clue
About what to do,
Think something wrong with me.

He says, "Flirtings hard to do
When I'm still dating you,
But you're still my Boo"
And he thinks, "And I can't quit,
And I'm 'fraid to comit,
So let's just be
'Friends with benifits'"

You already payed
More time without me,
Though I didn't seem to mind.

I was only a slut
To keep your eyes off her butt
Still you kept up sh!t of that kind.

He says, "Flirtings hard to do,
When I'm still stuck with you,
But you're still my Boo."
And he thinks, "And I can't quit,
And I'm 'fraid to comit,
So let's be," he says,"
'Friends with Benefits'"

And yet my heart is numb
Or still in shock, or just dumb,
About the events that occured
Have you already kissed her?
Am I not good enough?
For you, is this tough?
Or can you do this with ease,
Those 5 months gone with breeze
What happens when she's done?
Making you rethink she's 'the one'
But then, back you will come,
And I'll scream, "Run, love, run!"
Honey, this might hurt,
But I don't wanna be your d@mned rebound girl!

He says, "Flirtings hard to do,
When I'm still stuck with you,
But I guess you're my Boo."
And he thinks, "And I don't wanna quit,
Still 'fraid to comit,
So lets be," says he,"
'Friends with benefits,"

(Familiar position
2 A.M, still writing my opinion
Seems I write better in depression...)