Dead or Alive

What if? ...
Have you wondered,
What life'd be like.
If I never saw that, depressive smile.
You woke me up, and took me to a new world
But I find myself, caught up in here,
Now I want out, I feel so dead!

What If? ... (what if?)
What's the point in dwelling in the past,
When life is in the present...
Dreams belong, as they should, waiting in the future/
But the past, I want to be hid from,
Is all I see, can't you...
And it's killing me, I feel so dead!

What If? ... (what if?)
I hadn't been allowed near the things,
That fragged me down,
Would I be where I am?
Would I still be fully ali-ve.
It's too late though, And I can here their screams,
They're all I want, I feel so dead!

What If? ... (what if?)
What's the point in dwelling in the past,
When life is in the present...
Dreams belong, as they should, waiting in the future/
But the past, I want to be hid from,
Is all I see, can't you...
And it's killing me, I feel so dead!

You're all I want.
You're all I see.
It's like a drug.
Addictive, but you're killing me.
Help me now, God.
If now, more than ever.
I believe, so I'll be set free.

What If? ... (what if?)
What's the point in dwelling in the past,
When life is in the present...
Dreams belong, as they should, waiting in the future/
But the past, I want to be hid from,
Is all I see, can't you...
And it's killing me, I feel so dead!

What If? ... (what if?)
You were once, all I could hope to be
Still, I want to help you,
I want to make this disappear,/
It is a drug,
Baby, can't you see?
If you believe, you can see clearly...

You can see clearly,
Sanity, aint a state of mind,
It's a belief, so strong.
It'll save your soul, tonight
What if? What if? I didn't need you.

Pretty crap.. I know. :(
I did write this, l at well, 4: 39AM.
Oh well. Likey? No likey?
-- Rachel.