I am Nothing

I'm done
with you
your games
your lies
with everything

I tired to tell myself everything would be okay
it wasn't
I was lying to myself again
how sad is that
It's not even the first time I've done that with you

So kiss her lips
hold her hand
tell her you love her
hold her close to you
I'll be silent

I'm silent on the outside
but screaming
crying
dying
lying
on the inside

I'm a dead thing now
I hope your happy
Cause I know I'm not
nor will I ever be
I am nothing