Random Thoughts

It doesn't take much
To make the tears fall these days
It seems I've got to much
Stress
Anger
Sadness
Pent up inside
And I'm finding it no outlet
So I'm easily overwhelmed

Yesterday I cried
Over a piece of toast
Left in the toaster to long
Making it cold
And burnt
At the same time

Everyone worries about me
But I say I'm fine, just fine
And they frown at me
But shrug it off and accept it
Because what else can they do?
Even if they tie me down
And try to force it out of me
They know I won't tell
I keep my secrets
Locked up tight

And the dissappointment
On everyone's faces
Sends me into my room
To cry a bit more
Because I'm not a cruel person
And I don't like hurting them
Even though it seems lately
That that's all that I do.