I hurt

I hurt
I try to hold the feelings in
I hurt
But I know I'm never going to win
I hurt
Your love is what I desire
I hurt
When you say these things, my heart burns like fire
I hurt
You don't really care
I hurt
Love is never fair
I hurt
Nobody seems to see
I hurt
I want to run away, to flee
I hurt
People talk
I hurt
I try to just walk
I hurt
They stare & laugh
I hurt
When they try to block my path
I hurt
When the nail cuts through my skin
I hurt
It feels less then the knife, but more then the prick of a pin
I hurt
You're all I need
I hurt
When nobody sees me bleed
I hurt
They think I'll never do it
I hurt
But it just seems to fit
I hurt
I block out all the pain
I hurt
There's nothing to loose nor gain
I hurt
I don't want you in my life
I hurt
I don't want to turn to the knife
I hurt
It isn't working out
I hurt
I'm not gonna scream, not gonna shout
I hurt
It wasn't meant to be
I hurt
It wasn't you, It wasn't me
I hurt
The pain is gone, it's no more
I hurt
You're not what I live for
I hurt
Yet the pain isn't real
I hurt
It's just something I wish I didn't feel
I hurt
But the hurt is now gone.
I'm done with them, done with you
This is something I never would do.
I don't care what they think, what they say
It's a price that I don't have to pay.
I'm not like I used to be
I'm just being me.
I don't feel pain
Because I don't hurt
No, I'm not insane.
You leave and I laugh
At your sad excuse to make me cry
My life is no longer just a lie.