Fear of falling

I no longer breath for you.
tore me up inside
The sun no longer rises
it always sets.

I dont want you to hold me,
or whisper in my ear
You were all i ever wanted.

Lust overcomes my brain,
thoughts of the past but a memory.
I can't fall in love
because you won't catch me.

I'm lost at sea
waiting for a storm
to take me under.