Past

I wonder about the past,
and what exactly happened,
to make things how they are now.
Do you ever ponder,
on that troubling thought?

I think about how,
I made all those promises to myself,
about a lot of things.
Have you ever done that,
made promises to yourself you couldn't keep?

I know you have,
not too long ago,
but long enough.
Do you remember,
what you said to me?

It's stuck in my mind,
ever since you promised me,
and that's what broke my heart.
Did you feel pain,
when you did what you did to me?

I hope you did,
even for a split second,
you felt that.
Had you ever thought,
what it'd do to me?

Well it tore me up,
some days,
it hurts so much I cry.
Will things ever go back,
to how they were before?