My Friendship Can't Be Bought

I’m so fucking sick of all the shit,
people really can act like bloody twits!
My blood is boiling and my face is red;
sometimes I wish they were all DEAD!
I just wanted to chill and enjoy the holiday!
But oh fucking no and no fucking way;
that’s not how it went or will ever be,
I mean come on we’re talking about me!
I get left behind and forgotten I’m just the after thought,
What you think my friendship can be bought?
Well no you’re wrong just spin me a line,
I mean it’s what they all do I’m sure it’ll be fine!
It’s all because I’m so fucking naïve,
I always fall for what they want me to believe.
Be it love or friendship or surrogate family its just a lie.
And one I will fall for and then want to die!
I’ll cry myself to sleep at night,
and exhaust myself looking for a tiny ray of sunlight.