dying soldier

what i love has gone away
who i love has gone astray
my heart has been stolen away
i lay here waiting for death to cover me
i am lost in a place i can only see
if i could only know
how to stop dying so slow
because this disease only grows
sufficating my breath
my last option is death
why have you left?
my life has lost control
i have givin up my soul
now im a black hole
i want to go to sleep
to have sweet dreams
something with out the screaming
i know my pain doesnt show
but each day it grows
this large burdern of tears
this huge collection of fears
in the wall of mirrors