bleed like me

Do you know what its like,
to wonder if your
best friend
tried to
kill themselves
every goddamned time you hear a siren?

Do you know what its like,
to be completely
and utterly
numb
to everything,
and still feel guilt?

Do you know what its like,
to know the only
cure
you have
is a
fucking razor or pill?

Do you know what its like,
to hear one of
your
13 year old
friends
is on drugs?

Do you know what its like to be played?
Do you know what its like to be afraid of school?
Do you know what its like to lie so much you don’t remember who you are?
Do you know what its like to be totally fake?
Do you know what its like to have no escape?

To have no hope?
To have no fight left in you?
To have no idea?

Do you know what its like to be afraid of watching the news, because your best friends may be dead?
Do you know what its like to grow up to fast?

Do you know what its like to bleed?

Hey baby, can you bleed like me?