Love poem

I lay in bed pondering about the ever changing emotions that I feel
is it love or some misguided feeling that I have mistaken for that so sweet
I love her, I love you, I love this girl, then the next
my eyes are blinded by the beauty that I see in front of me
the beauty of a once beloved friends soul who has poured her secrets into me
expecting me to respond with words so charming and grace
I say the words that come from my heart and not my head……
these words I cannot believe hardly myself as they mean more to me then life itself
But to this girl….this girl I feel I have given my very essence to
they mean nothing more then a compliment from a star struck guy
a guy who they will like and nothing more
for they have yet to experience the overwhelming joy and hope for true love
but with this love comes the unbearable sorrow and pain
The pain that this love is a one way street which will end in the loss of a friend
and the breaking of a heart.