Painful Truth

It hurts
It hurts so bad
There's no point in telling you
I'm sure you'd just be glad

I never hear a word from you
No attempt to try and explain
What was all the point of this?
Why cause me so much pain?

Was it just the fun of it?
Did you get some kind of thrill?
Cutting a hole into my heart
For someone else to fill

Because that's what it felt like
It felt just like a blade
And now I wait here pointlessly
Hoping the pain will fade

And you never seem to blame yourself
No word of apology
But that's just how your sick mind works
Its easier to blame me

I suppose I should be used to it
But somehow it still hurts
But soon I have to realise
You love treating me like dirt

And now I sit here in defeat
Resigned to a life of pain
And on top of all the hurt I feel
You've driven me insane

And when I sat and questioned it
Only one answer came
It doesn't take a genius to see
Its you, its you I blame