Ghost Lips

It's been so long
Since I've seen your face
And for those three months
I thought it was over.

That's what I've been doing so far.

For these three months
I've been with so many faces
But if you were there
They would all be a blur.

So tonight is another day without a thought of you.

Suddenly the world goes black and white
But everything stays so bright
My thoughts are calm but you won't leave
The dreams that made me believe
That you were the one, the one for me
Can I ask you were those three months just a dream?

Your lips on mine
They taste like venom
Poisonous and toxic
Nicotine, darling, the smoke blurs my vision

Can you hear the beating?
It's like a clock muffled by a pillow
But it's raging and beating, harder and harder
Against my chest until it hurts.

Your hand against my chest,
You calm me down.
You take it away.
You take my breath away.

I'm gasping for air, dear.
Don't go.
I'm screaming for you
Let me live.

I curse your ghost lips, baby
They leave me wanting more.

Now I thought I was over you.
Three months, I have been trying.
Three hard months, they all go down the drain.

All because I dream of your ghost lips.

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The bold lines are from my cousin, fallenangel45. :D