Heart break

Heart break feels like
suffocation
sensory deprivation
lack of sight
lack of mind
loss of self
loss of will
desperation
no more future
being torn
wanting to die
but needing to live
to hear you say
that you need me
like I need you
even though I know
deep in my mind
that you'll never say
what I need to hear
I keep waiting
like a fool
because heartbreak feels
alot like love