her insecurity

she bows he head back and closes her eyes
as she sheds a tear aloud
she crossed her heart and hopes to die
the truth will follow the crowd
she sits and watches her peers reactions
their every move and motion
their 'ohs' and 'oh my gods'
their advice followed by their notions
the truth of her life comes out to all
what they didnt know they know now
why the little girl laughs the loudest
to hide the hurt and pain deep down
her insecurity is her shadow
a trail of long lost hope
she feels isolated from the world
but within her mind at times she can not cope
the corner is her s helter
the border from her fears
shes haunted by every memory
that is the cause of all her tears
she stays silent she keeps to herself
hoping someday someone will understand
when someone lends a helping hand.