Acceptance

I truly love him
But im tired of abeyance
sometimes i want to abolish
abolish you inside my heart

this pain im feeling right now
is a forever scar that will never fade

i tried to abstain
but my heart is still abusive
i still want to have you
to have you forever

accidentally i've fallen
to someone i don't deserve
but acceptance is the only thing
the thing i should do in this earth