If i say goodbye

If i were to end it all
who would really care
who would even care enough
to notice i'm no longer there?
If i were to tell it all
of how i felt inside
who would be there to listen
how long would it take to realize?
If i were to take these pills
just to escape from this world
who would be around
to help this fragile broken girl?
If i am to take this razor
and cut my arms so deep
who will be the one
to hug, hold and love me?
If i were to aim this gun
shoot it at myself
who would understand why,
with the life i was dealt?
So if i were to tell it all
of how i felt inside
who would really be there to listen
and how long would it take to realize,
that.........
If i were to end it all
who would really care
who would stand by long enough
to notice.....
that i'm no longer here?