My true loves

who would be effected
by this little thing i wanna do
i feel as though i'd be doing them a favor
to those who thought they knew
those who thought they knew me
and how i felt inside
i wonder if they ever knew,
how bad i wanna die?
if i could see their reaction
the look upon their face
when they hear i'm really gone
i wonder what they might say.
would they do their pitty cry
and act as though they care
or would they be deeply hurt
to where the pain they couldn't bare
these things i think upon a lot
because i wish to know
that if i were to say goodbye,
who would let me go.
who would let me go with ease
and who would hold on tight
who would beg that i stay
who would say "i love you"
for me would you stay alive?