This Life I Live

This life I live feels like a lie,
Sometimes I ask myself why try?
It is not what I want at all,
But there is no one here to hear my call.

I try and try but just can’t succeed,
I’m not a machine who can give you what you need.
But every day brings something new,
It brings hope and laughter and something true.

I wish I could please everyone I see,
I can’t. That’s life, at least for me.
I’m the rainy day no one wants,
Their words, they don’t know, that they taunt.

But life goes on and I ignore it,
I fail so much but just can’t quit.
Each day I struggle to forgive,
This gloomy life that I live.