BURN
I should have never believed all those pretty words you've said to me.
But I did and now I am torn.
I hope that when ever you hear my name it will give you hell.
I feel as though i am a used tissue!
Do you use girls just for your own lustful pleasures?
See how far a girl will go for you and then when you find a prettier girl a more naive girl go for her and leave the last one broken hearted?
Well don't think I'm broken hearted.
Yes I am sad.
I feel stupid for falling for you.
However as I think now you weren't that great anyway.
I never got to see you. But when I did we rarely talked just tongue twisted.
You faked dumped me. Called me and said your friends sent that. some how I think you had something to do with that,
You said you were a great liar I should have taken that as a hint.
You Broke up with me again. and that day you asked out another girl. when she said no. you crawled back to me. i was depressed and took you back with out thinking.
Since then we only had dull email conversations. You didn't call me. I couldn't call you.
My friends called you a creeper, a user, said that it looks as though i'm just a tool to you.
I deserve better than that, I am stronger than you think i am.
And I am pissed.
So these are the reasons why i have decided to break up with you.
Now as this letter you once gave me in the sweetest part of our relationship that said you loved me in really sloppy hand writing. (if you really loved me won't you have taken better care to be perfect?) I hold this letter above a flame and let it burn
BURN
&
BLAZE
And
Turn to ash.
Like the memories of false love and kindness
The fuzzy happy emotions
Have died have shriveled and become nothing but ash and possibly hatred.
Now you just called.
Is this what I have to do to make you talk to me?
You must be angry.
And I am sorry.
The words just wont come out of my mouth.
The tears are flowing from my eyes your telling me not to to cry i cant stop though.
Now you say you love me. But do you really?
More than the sky?
Why wouldn't you want me crying over you?
I feel so guilty.
Yes I did kiss other people during this relationship but only because I thought we were through.
Don't you see what im telling you?
I am so confused.
I just want to scream!
My lies are crashing down on me.
I am sorry it had to go down like this.
The forces were against us.
I am sorry
I'm trying to apoligize.
Now that ive broken up with you.
Im sad, yes.
But Just before i broke up with you
I felt nothing when i looked at your picture. nothing but the lonlyness sarrow and greif as if you died!
You didnt callme in a long time,
I thought possibly you may have found someone eles!
I dont know why but i did.
You should have heard all the suspections my friends had.
Brianna
&
Spencer
They dont want to see me hurt anylonger,
They are telling me to be careful
I know people that will take care of me, make me feel loved,
They have given icky suspitions that i dont want to believe.
I have voiced them in this poem of a sort.
My Horemones driving my crazy.
My mom convincing me to cut off all contact from you.
Im seriusly thinking of doing just that.
Your voice
Makes it impassible for me to do so.
I never gave you a stright answer when you asked me out.
I said sure okay.
Not
Yes, I'd like that.
There are guys waiting for you to get out of my life 100% before asking me out. I know this for a fact.
In the begining
Everything was fine and dandy.
I felt loved and cared for.
I wore that pin you gave me every day,
Do you wear the pin i gave you?
I practically swooned at your voice
I giggled when you called me.
I clinged to you as if you would disapear.
Now my worst frear
Is coming, oh dear.
This is hard for me
But how hard is it for you?
Yes im asking lots of questions
Yet this poem
My thoughts
My heart
My soul
Call for the questions to be answered.
Truthfully!
NOT
Guiltaly!
Please.
Oh and remember when you said you couldn't live with out me?
I think that is total BULL!
You will be sad for a little while but eventualy you'll get over it.
Aren't you the one that normaly writes the poetry?
So I don't need to tell you to write it will make you feel better!
This has come to a end and now I bid you an ado
Goodbye my love,
But I did and now I am torn.
I hope that when ever you hear my name it will give you hell.
I feel as though i am a used tissue!
Do you use girls just for your own lustful pleasures?
See how far a girl will go for you and then when you find a prettier girl a more naive girl go for her and leave the last one broken hearted?
Well don't think I'm broken hearted.
Yes I am sad.
I feel stupid for falling for you.
However as I think now you weren't that great anyway.
I never got to see you. But when I did we rarely talked just tongue twisted.
You faked dumped me. Called me and said your friends sent that. some how I think you had something to do with that,
You said you were a great liar I should have taken that as a hint.
You Broke up with me again. and that day you asked out another girl. when she said no. you crawled back to me. i was depressed and took you back with out thinking.
Since then we only had dull email conversations. You didn't call me. I couldn't call you.
My friends called you a creeper, a user, said that it looks as though i'm just a tool to you.
I deserve better than that, I am stronger than you think i am.
And I am pissed.
So these are the reasons why i have decided to break up with you.
Now as this letter you once gave me in the sweetest part of our relationship that said you loved me in really sloppy hand writing. (if you really loved me won't you have taken better care to be perfect?) I hold this letter above a flame and let it burn
BURN
&
BLAZE
And
Turn to ash.
Like the memories of false love and kindness
The fuzzy happy emotions
Have died have shriveled and become nothing but ash and possibly hatred.
Now you just called.
Is this what I have to do to make you talk to me?
You must be angry.
And I am sorry.
The words just wont come out of my mouth.
The tears are flowing from my eyes your telling me not to to cry i cant stop though.
Now you say you love me. But do you really?
More than the sky?
Why wouldn't you want me crying over you?
I feel so guilty.
Yes I did kiss other people during this relationship but only because I thought we were through.
Don't you see what im telling you?
I am so confused.
I just want to scream!
My lies are crashing down on me.
I am sorry it had to go down like this.
The forces were against us.
I am sorry
I'm trying to apoligize.
Now that ive broken up with you.
Im sad, yes.
But Just before i broke up with you
I felt nothing when i looked at your picture. nothing but the lonlyness sarrow and greif as if you died!
You didnt callme in a long time,
I thought possibly you may have found someone eles!
I dont know why but i did.
You should have heard all the suspections my friends had.
Brianna
&
Spencer
They dont want to see me hurt anylonger,
They are telling me to be careful
I know people that will take care of me, make me feel loved,
They have given icky suspitions that i dont want to believe.
I have voiced them in this poem of a sort.
My Horemones driving my crazy.
My mom convincing me to cut off all contact from you.
Im seriusly thinking of doing just that.
Your voice
Makes it impassible for me to do so.
I never gave you a stright answer when you asked me out.
I said sure okay.
Not
Yes, I'd like that.
There are guys waiting for you to get out of my life 100% before asking me out. I know this for a fact.
In the begining
Everything was fine and dandy.
I felt loved and cared for.
I wore that pin you gave me every day,
Do you wear the pin i gave you?
I practically swooned at your voice
I giggled when you called me.
I clinged to you as if you would disapear.
Now my worst frear
Is coming, oh dear.
This is hard for me
But how hard is it for you?
Yes im asking lots of questions
Yet this poem
My thoughts
My heart
My soul
Call for the questions to be answered.
Truthfully!
NOT
Guiltaly!
Please.
Oh and remember when you said you couldn't live with out me?
I think that is total BULL!
You will be sad for a little while but eventualy you'll get over it.
Aren't you the one that normaly writes the poetry?
So I don't need to tell you to write it will make you feel better!
This has come to a end and now I bid you an ado
Goodbye my love,