what is this?

cant feel a thing

everythings so nothing

the only i can probably feel

is ... pain

everyting hurts

emotionaly and phisicaly

noone will see me sad

because i can hide mi emotions so well

i feel so dead its hard not to kill mi self

i just want it to stop

i haven't and never will

try to kill my self...

but you never know i might

stupid stress i hate it...

but they say the more you hate somthing

the more you love it

but is it true???

.........

i may never know.