I lose it again

I know this isn’t right.
And I should just move on with the rest of my life.
You gave it so you say your all.
I should be happy I got anything besides the feel of the fall.

I know , I know, I know.
You tell me and you think I don’t realize
The harm holding on
I should just forget about what’s lost and gone.

You don’t understand.
No you don’t get…….

The distance of your heart
Breaks each piece of me apart.
I’m trying to forget you
Forget what I knew
But every now and then….
I lose it again.

The faces of all of them
No denying they don’t comprehend .
No they don’t see all the love I had to give.

All the thoughts that went through my mind
The way I wanted to spend the rest of my life.
And now stuck with the lies
Feeling lost in time

You still don’t get it
Can’t you understand?

The distance of your heart
Breaks each piece of me apart.
I’m trying to forget you
Forget what I knew
But every now and then….
I lose it again.

I want to forget you
then that song of ours comes on again
oh unhealed wounds
I hear the sound of your voice
Maybe I was wrong maybe if I just could of felt..
But you had made your choice
And now to you were no longer real
I lost what I wanted my life…
And all I can think about is
Why did you lie.

I hope you someday get it
I hope you understand
I was the best thing you had
And you’ll never find it again.

The distance of your heart
Breaks each piece of me apart.
I’m trying to forget you
Forget what I knew
But every now and then….
I lose it again.