Fixable?

i could see it through her eyes:

the silver the shine
the metallic smell

refreshing cod
against my heat
struggle within my heart
i am week

the pain ...
the chills...
then nothing...

my eyes linger on you
sparkling eerily in the light
you glaze my sight
and tell me lies

"just once you'll be just fine"

no...stop... stop it !stop it! get out of my mind!
leave me alone and ill be just fine

i've cried and i've cried
until i could cry no more
writing my new palladium
malingerer they may thing

but in my head
i cant breath,
i cant breath
save me

her tears I wiped away and told her
everything will be okay