The One I Prefer

I ask myself over and over again
Whats the worst that could happen?
Its not like they're going to kill me
Or take the mick out of me and i'll be free
To be who i want to be and who i truly am
It wont be that hard for them to grasp, well at least thats my plan
So I'll tell them tomorow i finally decide
And hopefully they'll see my side

I walk into school my head held high
And walk over to the group, its time to stop this lie
I start to talk I have to get out the truth
But the looks on their faces, that isnt proof
Of how i thought they'd take it, how i imagined it
But instead they're looking at me like I'm a piece of shit
They turn their backs on me and leave me standing there
But i can hear them talking and the swish of their hair.
"she's a fucking lezzer, a disgusting little DYKE!!"
I cant beleive this is happening after all the hype
But somehow i knew that they would let me down
my blank expression is quickly replaced by a frown
I need someone to help me so I rush off to find her
Safe in her arms i realise she's always the one im going to prefer