The first and the best of mistakes

Round and round as the carosel goes
When will it stop
Nobody knows

And this is the closest I'll get to a prayer
The closest I'll come to ever being there
You have no clue what lies in these veins
Baby just go faster
Just scream out my name

I'm trying
I'm lying
You wouldn't understand
It burns wose than the bottle
Still stained in these hands
And you were the first
And the best of mistakes
And you were the worst
And the last that I'll ever make

And this is the closest you'll get me to praying
The closest I'll come to thinking of staying
You have no idea what lies in these veins
Baby make it go faster
I can't feel the pain

I'm calling
I'm falling
You wouldn't understand
It stings worse than the bottle
Still spilled in these hands
And you were the first
And the best of mistakes
And you were the worst
And the last that I'll ever make