Isn't it there? That feeling?

Its a feeling
an indescribable feeling.
Everything falls away from you.
your mind going thousands miles per hour
there is no way of putting everything down.
It runs so deep,
the pressure is all around,
it needs an out.
It cant be forced.

no thoughts are thought.
no eyes are seeing,
its like breathing.
my lungs dont beat
thats my heart's job
or is it?

Experimenting.
Nothing to be afraid of.
No rules to really follow,
nobody to upset,
no one to disappoint.
no one,
not at all.

Its a feeling
in which,
nothing is felt at all,
but a rush of.....

There is no feeling...

No,
not at all.