Take A Look At My History

I already predicted
That I would get addicted
Friends come and go
But really not much to show
ive been wondering
When my brain will stop thundering
Insane thoughts fill my head
Words that say ether me or them dead
Sadistic thoughts run threw my skull
Hoping they get devoured by a bull
Life takes its twists and turns
But yet I never learn
Why so we have emotions
Just leads us to demotion
Sometimes things move to fast
Life holds on at the edge of a knife
Blood flows inside the vain
All the heart feels is pain
Love or not its just desired
That you could just retire
Stop living this life where in
The earth covered so in sin
I wish I could show you some days
Just how much this pain weighs
I know the way you feel
But it takes time for wounds to heal
I can’t blame you I can’t blame them
For the pain at went threw back when
But my mind works weird im not to sane
When all the life you feel pain
Backstabbed and beaten down
Put down pound for pound
Im sick of life and all its misery’s
Just take a look at my history