I never thought

I never thought
This would end me
That cursed love
That I need so bad

I never thought
I would need him
That beautiful man
That I can’t live without

I never thought
Things would go south
With my mother
That I love so dear

I never thought
I would lose everything
My friends are gone
That I miss so much

I never thought
He would be hated
By everyone I love
That I needed the most

I never thought
I would be the one
To dedicate my life
That was my decision

I never thought
It would be so hard
To love someone
I need him so bad…