***ed up shit

my brain is twisted
like a chainsaw growls in my ears
a razorblade splits my brain
a scalpel slice my veins open
mental spiders crawl in my head
webs from eyelid to eyelid
hiding my eyes, clouding my vision
poison girl trapped in limbo
choked under water as she fell down the stairs
killed in every way possible
out to get me they are
they can break every concrete cage you put me inside
and they melt the metal with fire tounges
they speak like they know me
but their faces are unknown
nightmares or reality, i can't really tell
little red ones didn't match the blue
whatever those stange words mean
i keep repeating them in my brain
"we love you baby don't stay this way"
spiders or razorblades, who knows
but now the concreate is red
and i finally know the meaning
of it all