Broken Vow

I can't believe it's come to this,
Your blood still paints the walls,
The gun heavy in my hands.

It glints in the faint light,
Gods, what am I doing?
You made me swear,
Here I am, breaking my vow.

Its been loaded,
The safety is off.
Angel, what am I doing?

The metal is so cold,
On this summer's night,
And four years ago, you took your life,
Leading me into this strife.

I can't believe it's come to this,
I can still see your blood painting the walls,
My blood shall join yours.

I send up a quick prayer,
To a god I had lost faith in, long ago.
I send out my pleas
To the ones I lost, long ago.

The time has come,
I raise the gun,
And pull the trigger.

I can't believe it come to this,
Our blood mixing on the walls,
I've broken my vow, to you.