Unheard
As the blade pierces my wrists,
I close my eyes and reminisize.
Those everlasting days and sleepless nights.
Those cries and tears and screams and shouts,
And no one there to hear me out.
My days were blinded by darkness seeking light,
There was no difference left to my days and my nights.
I had given up hope, and my faith was lost,
Everything i did seemed wrong, maybe that was the cost?
My dreams were shattered in sorrow and pain,
And left me alone to take the blame.
I could hardly breathe, my lungs pleaded for air,
I gasped and appealed but no one was there.
That's when you entered into my life,
You lessened the ache and held me tight.
You brought ease and comfort into my world,
You made it a better place, and made me a better girl.
You took the razor away from my skin.
You dried my eyes and helped me stand,
I gave you my tears, you gave me your hand.
You perished my trespasses and deceased my sins,
You took me out of the misery i lived in.
You made me laugh and smile everyday,
You took the pain and agony away.
You tended my cuts until they healed,
You taped my heart so i could feel.
But eventhough i had escaped my anguish, and i had my piece of mind,
There was this throbbing part of me which sorely knew,
That all of this was too good to be true.
It was my fault, i lied to you and that wasn't right,
When you were always there by my side.
We had lost control over all situations what so ever,
And then approached the end to our 'together'.
It all just happened in a flash of light,
And then you were gone, out of my sight.
All it took was for you to leave,
And back was the blood on the floor and stains on the wall,
And no one to catch me as i fall.
I turned to blades,
I turned to knives,
To both of which have ruined my life.
I try and struggle to carry on with life,
And no matter what i turn to the knives.
But what other way is there to stop the pain?
How do you kill it?
You can't.
And so again, as the blade pierces my wrists,
I close my eyes and reminisize.
Those everlasting days and sleepless nights.
Those cries and tears and screams and shouts,
And still no one there to hear me out.
I close my eyes and reminisize.
Those everlasting days and sleepless nights.
Those cries and tears and screams and shouts,
And no one there to hear me out.
My days were blinded by darkness seeking light,
There was no difference left to my days and my nights.
I had given up hope, and my faith was lost,
Everything i did seemed wrong, maybe that was the cost?
My dreams were shattered in sorrow and pain,
And left me alone to take the blame.
I could hardly breathe, my lungs pleaded for air,
I gasped and appealed but no one was there.
That's when you entered into my life,
You lessened the ache and held me tight.
You brought ease and comfort into my world,
You made it a better place, and made me a better girl.
You took the razor away from my skin.
You dried my eyes and helped me stand,
I gave you my tears, you gave me your hand.
You perished my trespasses and deceased my sins,
You took me out of the misery i lived in.
You made me laugh and smile everyday,
You took the pain and agony away.
You tended my cuts until they healed,
You taped my heart so i could feel.
But eventhough i had escaped my anguish, and i had my piece of mind,
There was this throbbing part of me which sorely knew,
That all of this was too good to be true.
It was my fault, i lied to you and that wasn't right,
When you were always there by my side.
We had lost control over all situations what so ever,
And then approached the end to our 'together'.
It all just happened in a flash of light,
And then you were gone, out of my sight.
All it took was for you to leave,
And back was the blood on the floor and stains on the wall,
And no one to catch me as i fall.
I turned to blades,
I turned to knives,
To both of which have ruined my life.
I try and struggle to carry on with life,
And no matter what i turn to the knives.
But what other way is there to stop the pain?
How do you kill it?
You can't.
And so again, as the blade pierces my wrists,
I close my eyes and reminisize.
Those everlasting days and sleepless nights.
Those cries and tears and screams and shouts,
And still no one there to hear me out.