Dead And Gone

Nerve endings cut off.

Feelings not shown.

Just another body in the world.

Nothing hurts.

Nothing feels good.

No emotions.

Not yourself.

That person left.

Your....something else now.

Cold.

Sick.

Just there.

Nothing matters anymore.

If you had feelings you'd probably feel good like this.

But that other persons dead and gone now.

You've made yourself into this person.

I've made myself into this person.

Its who I am.

Who I'm stuck as.

Just another body.

Warm blood flowing through my veins.

Heart pulsing.

No one else matters.

Its all me now.

No one else to blame.

I just need to stick with this now.

Now I can never get hurt.

Love can't hurt me.

Words can't hurt me.

I'm invincible now.

Or so I think.

Who knows what will take me down.

It just won't be what did before.

This is my life.

Now I just have to survive until its my time.