platter of reality

i never saw them
eyes stareing, fingers pointed
i never saw them
they knew me, know me
see my face in their eyes, smell my skin on their clothes
they knew me,know me
i feel them now
their fingers in my hair, on my neck, leaving bruises on my back
i feel them now
heard voices in my head
their whispers, snippers digging in my ears
heard voices in my head
i never knew them
face, touch, voice, smell..not even taste
i never knew them
eyes see them now
friends glancing blows, family sneeking in the night, faces turned upright
eyes see them now
i never saw them
they knew me, know me
i feel them now
heard voices in my head
i never knew them
eyes see them now
blind, ignorent, recognition, connection, farse, knowing...
a platter of reality served bleeding just for you.