Not A Home
These four walls
I cannot call
It's not my home
It's not my own
A place to lay
Only to cry
I try to rest
It's for the best
They always say
There is no way
I'll always roam
It's not my home
I can't resist
Slicing my wrist
You'll never know
The pain wont show
Just what you're done
The cuts deepen
The blood will flow
You'll never know
A play to stay
So far away
Just two more years
I wont be here
And then you'll cry
You'll wonder why
You chased me away
I could not stay
Inside this home
That's not my own
It never was
Pushed on my flaws
I'm not perfect
You will regret
I start to pack
I wont come back
I cannot call
It's not my home
It's not my own
A place to lay
Only to cry
I try to rest
It's for the best
They always say
There is no way
I'll always roam
It's not my home
I can't resist
Slicing my wrist
You'll never know
The pain wont show
Just what you're done
The cuts deepen
The blood will flow
You'll never know
A play to stay
So far away
Just two more years
I wont be here
And then you'll cry
You'll wonder why
You chased me away
I could not stay
Inside this home
That's not my own
It never was
Pushed on my flaws
I'm not perfect
You will regret
I start to pack
I wont come back