Not A Home

These four walls
I cannot call
It's not my home
It's not my own

A place to lay
Only to cry
I try to rest
It's for the best

They always say
There is no way
I'll always roam
It's not my home

I can't resist
Slicing my wrist
You'll never know
The pain wont show

Just what you're done
The cuts deepen
The blood will flow
You'll never know

A play to stay
So far away
Just two more years
I wont be here

And then you'll cry
You'll wonder why
You chased me away
I could not stay

Inside this home
That's not my own
It never was
Pushed on my flaws

I'm not perfect
You will regret
I start to pack
I wont come back