Pushed Aside

I stare blankily at you,
It's not true!
That's what I desperately want to say,
But I know it's not,
I've known all along that you couldn't love me.

I was never good enough,
Beautiful, smart or right,
For you.

I've known it all along,
And yet....
It hurts,
Being pushed aside like an old toy. -

I look at you,
Hurt and in pain.
But I can see the truth;
"You.Don't. Want. Me."