A Needle of Pain, the Thread of Ache

i gave him my all
i gave him my heart
he watched me fall
he tore it apart
he ripped it to shreds
he stabbed it again
a heart full of dread
he left it to mend
a needle of pain
the thread of ache
left to maintain
a smile so fake
stitch after stitch
i take my time
stitch after stitch
this horrid heart of mine
blood stained hands
a mess of its own
rapped around with rubber bands
it needs more than to be sown
bandaged up
tied once more
stapled shut
theses pieces so torn
nails and safety pins
so hard to mend
too many fake grins
will this ever end
left to cauterize
a stream so red
i see the lies
of a love now dead
a heart so broken
the tears start to shed
no words left to be spoken
my heart will never mend