Feel Like Crying

I feel like crying.

I feel that all to whom I owe
Push me too hard, laugh when I fall
I sense that dignity that they force to bestow
Isn't meant to necessarily feel good.

It's like a blackness that can't be escaped
No matter the battle, you still collapse.
And when comes the collection of death being fate
You just have to stand and face your destiny.

The biting remarks thrown at your face
Not meant to make you feel so validated
Can push you on your knees in this deep disgrace
With all those eyes watching you sink.

Every step that you take seems to be wrong
Every word out of your mouth is another mistake
No matter which path you travel, you don't belong
Nothing but heartache, nothing but malaise.