Disguise
Behind my blue eyes is a world you will never know
So much pain and disgust something I will never show
My mask is permanent, cemented on my face
So much hatred and pain it’s a disgrace
Although myfragile heart is sewn on my sleeve
Love is something that’s becoming hard to believe
I’ve let people push me around walk all over my heart
Ripped up to shreds and severely torn apart
I’ve been beaten up and spit out, left for dead
But I always end up faking “that” smile instead
So next time you see me look deep into my eyes
And think about is she really happy or is it just a disguise
So much pain and disgust something I will never show
My mask is permanent, cemented on my face
So much hatred and pain it’s a disgrace
Although myfragile heart is sewn on my sleeve
Love is something that’s becoming hard to believe
I’ve let people push me around walk all over my heart
Ripped up to shreds and severely torn apart
I’ve been beaten up and spit out, left for dead
But I always end up faking “that” smile instead
So next time you see me look deep into my eyes
And think about is she really happy or is it just a disguise