Disguise

Behind my blue eyes is a world you will never know

So much pain and disgust something I will never show

My mask is permanent, cemented on my face

So much hatred and pain it’s a disgrace

Although myfragile heart is sewn on my sleeve

Love is something that’s becoming hard to believe

I’ve let people push me around walk all over my heart

Ripped up to shreds and severely torn apart

I’ve been beaten up and spit out, left for dead

But I always end up faking “that” smile instead

So next time you see me look deep into my eyes

And think about is she really happy or is it just a disguise