“I don’t need you to rely on!”

Why do you want to hurt me? Why am I always the one to fall? Why can’t I get through the night, without your voice coming in my head saying I’m a nothing, I’m a no one? Your words forever in my head.
I’m tried of the hurting is it really worth it? Am I all alone again?
I feel like I’m screaming with my mouth shut, when it’s really open. The only noise in my head are of your voice form all the pain and hate.
How long can you kick somebody down before your foot breaks? I’m tried of being the one to always break down always melt down at the end. I’m Findlay catching on I don’t need you to rely on!