The Torture of Love

The tears I cry
Can only say good-bye
As I hide within myself
too dead to run
Im lost within my own soul without you
Only you canfind me again

It was all so black and white
In the rainy spring of Aprils night
Although those days seem so far away
Together we could find them
But only with the light of a summers day

Isnt it funny?
How once you found comfort in pills
And how time just stood so still
I tried to be there for you
But you always pushed me back
Guess you always said that your love for me was true
All those happy days seem so hard to find
As im sat here, within the pills I must confind

I take them all
One by one
Soon this slow torture
Will all be dead and done
I just want you to know
That you made me feel so low
Despite all this
I love you still
Will I ever stop?

Yet theres a part of me
How crazy this must be
I dont wanna stop loving you
Just hold you close and near
Close to my heart i love you dear

I am dizzy
The room is spinning
I see the rope
Hanging from the ceiling
As best I can
Up I climb
Round my neck it goes
And there it locks and binds
Down I jump
I hear a crack
Eternall darkness
Now theres no turning back.