Deep Inside

being gone from you this long
hurts me so deep inside
not knowing if you'll be gone
is what tears me inside
i have this horrible thought
that when i'm back, i loose you
i absolutely hate that thought
cuz i truly love you
i dream of you
realizing what you feel wasn't what you say
and than i lose you
and you slowly fade away
than i wake up and hope it doesn't come true
i just miss you so much now
it'd be too hard to loose you
i just can't imagine how
imagine how i got someone so amazing
who treats me so great
you're just so amazing
and you say things as though this is fate
just know that i love you
and not knowing if you'll be gone
is what hurts me so deep inside
but i just love you, i truly do