I Hope This Isn't My Last Rhyme

My eyes leak tears, and my knuckles too
except of a crimson red, that was once blue
see i said, that i have you,
but this is, a way different issue

i'm bottling it up, which isn't a solution
now keeping myself alive, is my new resolution

it was once, to do good at school
now that, 's a forgotten rule
they don't ask, they just assume
they blame her and love, and then resume

See then they carry on, with their normal lives
It makes me wish i could go to them, with some rusty knives
But i don't care about them, cuz they never did for me
some acted well, but now i see

that my issues, are just a big joke to them
now there faces, i can't cope with them
i'm sick of it all, why not end it
i'm a freak to most, so why did you befriend it,

i wanna end it, and stop hurting you all
causing pain and anger, to all of yall

i'm sorry
for the very last time,

let's hope this,

is not my very last rhyme