-The Day They Saved My Life-

As i walk to the bathroom
Flashes of traumatised memories
Of my past coming back to haunt me
I fall to the floor
I start to weep
I went to lounge and turned the radio on full blast
So no one can hear me weep

The kitchen is my next destination
Not for food
Not for a drink
For the One thing that could change my life
The huge knife slides out of the draw

And then like i have been thrown against the floor
I collapse to the floor
All of a sudden it hit me
A huge flash of light
Like i went bak in time

The i was playing with my childhood toys
The man of my nightmares appears
The burben held tight in his hand
And that fist clenched shut
I scream no one can hear me
My past self punch repeatedly over and over
Finally held at the throat he's walking to the balcony
What is he going to do... Throw me off.
The phone rings
He dropped me i ran to my room and locked it

I come out of this haunting premonition
i cry harder and harder
The knife level at my heart
I try three times
My brain stops me at every stab
I curse at myself
Saying i don't disurve to be here i cause the world to much pain.
The last try it's going work
My brain stopped the douts
I close my eyes
My last breathe in and
1,2,3...

And then the beautiful words stopped me
'Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you'
I open my eyes
i stoped crying
The knife was put away
The Mysterious band saved my life

-Based on my horrific past events plz dont judge them
I'm still suffering from my crap childhood
Thank you My Chemical Romance