Silent ***

Somewhere behind the lurking shadows...
Fear forever lies...
Beyond my cracking walls...
Suspense fufills my eyes....
A terrible terrible memory
I wanted to let go...
Has haunted me now....
And everywhere I surround..
So let me take you back
To where and when it all started...
I hated you so much....
I was glad that you departed..
I picked up that knife..
And I took away your life....
You cried and cried in agony and pain
The day you came back was when it heavily rained....
In my room, in the bathroom mirror, in my car, anywhere I go
I see your face and body heavily wounded and I know
You are here for revenge and then that night...
It thundered very hard, and you cut off the lights...
Suddenly I hear walking down the stairs...
It had to be you because nobody else was there....
I screamed "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," but you only walk down faster
Your body shakes and your cuts made my stomach turn...
Your eyes were red and blood fell down your face...
In your hands you had the knife I used that night from the past....
You hold it high and repeated "Silent Murder" and I gasp....
It was that night....
You turned off the lights....
You finished the job....
I now join the restless mob...
Here on the floor is where my body lays....
It's that night I regret and also pain...
I stuffed a tissue into your mouth....
You tried to fight back, but couldn't make a sound...
The night that you got me,
It thundered so hard...
Nobody could hear my screams and pounding heart....
My body lays there on the floor with the same wound..
The same wound that I made from you....
My body lays there restless on the cold hard floor....
And as I lay....
as I lay....
I closed my eyes and lost my breath and became a victim
A victim of silent murder